Monthly Archives: September 2014

UNTITLED. (TMC)

i cant take it

another student lost

gunned down

he didnt make it

i hate this

when my first thought im glad he lived this long

there is something wrong when we happy to see just 18

how did making it to your next birthday become such a big thing

personally

we never saw eye to eye

but i start to cry when i think about how you made me laugh when you used to fight

about what you were doing with your life

we used to argue about what was wrong and what was right

but it didnt stop us from hoping that we both made it through the night

so in the morning you would laugh when i would scream

CLASS TIME

R.I.P. CHRIS

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Simple thoughts

I miss you and I shouldn’t
I want you but it wouldn’t
Change the fact that we came together at the most inappropriate of times.
I need you but it won’t help.
I miss you as if you were my breath.
I reach out to you through the darkness that surrounds my heart.
I hate that my last goo memories seem to be of you holding me and everything else is just a lie to write down on the age.

today’s date

i went to lay down for two seconds

for the first time today i wasnt  distracted by

tv

movies

video games

meaningless conversation

cleaning

reading

or just moving something

so i went to lay down for two seconds

and the first thoughts that came to mind was how much i want to hurt these people

i need to break out of this fucking depression and get my shit together

and to my fucking so called friends who think i need to check in on them but don’t fucking check in with me and don’t read this blog to even know half the shit im dealing with FUCK YOU!