Monthly Archives: April 2015

It’s time

I know you’re not going to read this
But I had to let you know
That no matter how much I miss you
You can’t stay in my heart anymore
It’s not that you don’t deserve to be there
But so much space in there you hold
I need to make room for someone  who wants me to live in their heart
To love, cherish and grow
We have tried enough times
The hurt does remind us so
I will always love you
But you can’t stay in my heart anymore

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a realizations

the simple and horrible realization is

that no matter how much someone has fucked you up in the head

messed up your ability to function as a human being

it’s still all ON YOU

the don’t have to take any responsibility or blame

you hurt yourself

IT’S ON YOU

you hurt someone else in a state of suicide or depression

IT’S ON YOU

finding the help you need

ON YOU

learning how not to be this way

ON YOU

maybe knowing that can motivate you or give you a sense of power

but right now

it all just feels

shitty

spending the rest of my life fixing what you broke in side of me