What’s going on people. So…..I have been trying something new on my personal youtube channel and if you have a sec please check it out!
I have ruined every part of my body
but only you can lay claim to the ruin of my heart
I dream of your touch
Daydream of your kiss
And hold nightmares of your love
Episode 2 if I dont know what I’m doing. A series where a test out my podcast equipment, get used to being on camera and just talk about stuff. Today’s episode I talk about a dream I had.
It has been way to long since I have posted. I have gone through many ups and downs, both physically and mentally. I have a ways to go bit the journey home is under way. I began writing again a few days ago and hope to back up to full speed (or the best speed I can do now) very soon! I look forward to being a writer again.
I have been so bad with the blogs. I had to have another surgery earlier this month and it had me super down where I just didn’t want to write. I think now those are the times that I need to write more. I had taken so much pride in keeping up with my post I hate that it ist the first thing I stop doing when I feel sick or really depressed. I need to do better, hell I need to write or post on days other than Monday and Thursday. I need to have more human interaction and not be so closed of. I need to believe in myself.
Sick of feeling down
I’m sick I’m tired and I’m hurt. All words are negative right now so I will refrain from spreading that.
hey world i dont have much to say today
nothing about heartache or even the love of a sunny day
so i took the time to write this just to say
i am a human being
and being that is o k