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Day 17. A Paragraph A Day. 30 Day Challenge

it’s her birthday and when i say her birthday i mean HER birthday. the last love of my life. what does that mean? well i believe she will be the last love of my life. i will never trust anyone like i did her. i will never let down my guard for anyone like i did her. i will never give my passion over to anyone like i did with her. for better or worse she was the last love that my heart felt romance for. the poets say time will heal all wounds and that is true. the wounds will heal and i will love again. (i hope) I know it will never be the same like it was with her. i wont dwell on it. i wont be depressed or sad. i will just say happy birthday and i hope you are happy. 

after affects

i am trapped in the back end of a tale spin

 

i think of tryvon i just to be in your arms

telling me its ok to be a black man

 

i sent in lust and mistrust of love

not knowing if my presence is missed by you

 

 

i go out to miss out on the tings that remind me of

 

intoxicated in all the places we made memories

trying to for get the presences of such things

 

i miss all the wrong notes when i sing

 

ANYmore

You dont hit me up and ask to go to lunch anymore

i guess that means that you dont want my time anymore

You dont call me up and tell me about your day anymore

i guess this means that you dont want my ear anymore

You dont wake me up to tell me about your thoughts anymore

i guess i am not your diary anymore

You dont want me to come over and play and tease you anymore

i guess that means you dont want my desire anymore

You dont want me to hold to kiss to caress your body anymore

i guess that means that you dont want my touch anymore

You dont text to let me know when u wont be at work anymore

i guess your telling me that u dont want my concern anymore

You dont invite me to come and take a smoke anymore

i guess that you dont want my highs anymore

You dont want to tell me your in trouble anymore

i guess you dont need or want my help anymore

You dont ask my opinion about the times anymore

i guess that you dont want my mind anymore

You want me to back off

i guess you dont want my love anymore

this was just this week

i dont want to see next week anymore

jun 20 2007

 

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