Today’s Date just for me

so i didnt post yesterday. at first i felt bad and had to do my positive thinking exercise to fight depression but then i had a thought. i had written, i had actually written three new poems. i liked all three but didnt want to post. so i had a thought what if these poems were just for me.? what if these poems were not made to be seen by anyone else but me right now? is that ok? YES! yes it is ok as a writer to write stuff that is just for me right now. stuff that i had to put pen to paper but dont necessarily have to share. there is noting bad about about what i was writing, hell, some it it has been my best since i got back from Japan but right now they are just for me. something just for me is ok and perfectly fine. i am happy with that thought.

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it only seems

it seems people only pay attention to you when you are gone

only love you when they are wrong

are only around when you are strong

only acknowledge you when there is pain

only value you when there is something to gain

only apologize when they get caught

are only impressed when you are in second place

only concerned after the fears you faced

only appear after you weathered the storm

only ask how you are doing when all is gone

only find time when you need to be alone

only have an opinion until you write this poem

Life a short poem

i dont want to write today

does it mean that i dont like life today

i take breathe today

should i not write

i had thoughts today

should i not write

my body moved and swayed

should i not write

i am a writer is writing not life

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To clarify

What he felt he could no longer express with words
So he took her up in his arms and pulled her close
And with his hands he explored her curves
And with a kiss he calmed her nerves
To let her know this was not aggression but a submission to her world.