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Day 4. A Paragraph A Day: 30 Day Challenge

PRIDE. i understand why pride is a deadly sin. a force so strong that it can overcome the passions of love and the very need to survive. Pride is that ting that can keep you from telling your best friend that you want to love them more than friends because your pride won’t let your guard down to let them know. Your pride won’t let you be vulnerable to open up your heart to let someone in because your pride wont let you hurt again. Pride will place rules over pleasure. take off your shoes instead of come into my home and let me embrace you. Pride wont let you be taken care of. Pride wont let you open your mouth to communicate what you want me to do. Pride will have you left all alone. Pride will make me lose you. 

A man without fear.

I am not afraid of my anger

I am afraid of how long it takes for me to calm down

I am not afraid of the man thoughts of pain and harm i want to inflict on those that anger me

I am afraid that I don’t have a problem with hurting those that anger me

I am afraid that the part of me that likes hurting people will get out and i wont want to cage it up again

I am afraid I am a violent man and that this violence far out weighs my intelligence

I am afraid that this other part of me is the real me

I am afraid of that day

when I am no longer afraid