Up Up
Down Down
Left Right
Left Right
STOP
hold on.
have i been here before
am i going in a direction or following behind someone else’s score
how do i know if i am doing my own thing
if there is nothing new under the son
why are we growing?
what are we showing?
pick a direction and go
reverse course but make sure you know
that is doing so you may have to follow
but once you do that
get that course set
a leader one day they will call
You stare at me stare at me stare at me
i go insane as you glare at me glare at me glare at me
you were supposed to take care of care of care of me
take me away from this uncertainty
this untouched surface is just hurting me hurting me
what happened to my path of freedom
i look at you and feel so defeated
say something back i need them i need them
where are the words
i’m starving feed them feed them
i trusted you would lead me to something
other than nothing
i am so disgusted disgusted
emotions erupted
anger is busting looseeeeeeeeee
UGH
sound
thought
action
huh
i see now
it was just me now
you were here waiting for me to be me now
because if i’m not that i might has well go back
to before i meet you and just forget you
you are so patient
you let me find my way through the path the pain the things i cant change to those that are unexplained until my fingers were ready and strong and steady to look past the petty and see the beauty that was waiting in you that only a few can seem to take hold of i hurt to show love till my fingers are numb and the words have come all over your surface i see now my purpose because noting is worthless if you stare at me glare at me force the truth out you will take care of me care of me you will always be there for me there for even when i get lost and confused that blank page is my muse
thank you
I believe there is a God I just no longer have belief in HIM.
Darrin Speaks 